Moving on?

Risks
Life...
Been there done that
Regret it at the second
Appreciate it moments after
It was all worth it
Every moment
Past present
Every moment
Possibly in future
Not as predicted
But as fate allows
The pain felt in the moment now
Maybe just maybe itll be enough
To do what?
To let go?
You must be kidding
Will it be that easy?
Is more needed to truly seal it
or has time has finally come?
Why do you torture yourself
Tears refuse to fall from your eyes
You enjoy the pain
That is stupid
Stupid in love
Why do u keep running back
Holding on
You hope for the non existent
clueless
Maybe just maybe
Itll be enough pain
For you to move on..