Limitededition-soulmate

Today was amazing.. Amazing and awful

Imagine saying goodbye to someone who could be your soulmate

Not on a hey you are like relationship goals for me kind of way

But even just a friendship kind of way

Someone who is just as weird as you are ..or tbh weirder lol

Someone who gets you

Someone you can talk about the most ridiculous things you'd question each others' sanity

Someone who can do crazy things like pretend to be in a music video in a clothing store

Or push you around in a shopping cart because ur lowkey a 2 not 20 year old girl

Someone who isnt afraid of your dares

And takes u crushing him at air hockey like a pro..jokes sore loser lol

Ill miss you

You were/are a best friend in every way possible 

Glad to have known you for so long and not lost you

Would not want to lose you

Which is why i must leave.

When everying you do is out of  the best interest for one another

Pretty painful.. In fact it hurts so much the only way i could think to let it out was to write

Music last night certainly did not help

I was angry at myself for what i felt

Angry and happy and sad because i could not control or change things

I dont know how long it would be till i see you again

Or till i pick up the phone and text u again unable to resist the urges

I wont forget you though nor let go of what we have now 

But for the future...

Its hard but i have to

Have to for me

For you

For us

See you...God knows when

But whatever is meant to happen shall right?...

Xxx