disappear

its funny how clueless people are to whats going on with you
but you cant blame them
you're a great actress
even to yourself
even you can't figure yourself out

then you think about doing it
just to get away from it all
but you cant fully bring yourself there
you don't even know why the thought is in your mind
how did you get there

you don't care anymore
you want to escape
no matter how many times you tell them
they dont know the right thing to do or say
so you just...