She wants to be alone.

Sometimes she wants to be alone

So she does not have to think or feel

There is comfort when you can protect your own heart

Because you cannot control their actions

Their thoughts 

Their words

You cannot hurt yourself the way they might 

Intentionally or unintentionally 

Sometimes she wants to be alone

So she can sleep soundly at night

No worries 

No anxiety

No extra planning

No one coming to her as a woman 
No overprotectivenes
No letting insecurity control her emotions
No thinking shes insane
Or that shes broken 

But she knows she cant be alone

Who really wants to be

When the positives have you craving

That you were not alone

 But she cannot experience them both

For you have to choose

The human worth the risk 

Even if they might not be in the end

Choose

The experience worth the risk

No love is lost.