THOUGHT OVERLOAD
her mind... simple to herself complex to those that try to understand.
simple but not straight forward. she knows the facts but not the meaning.
she doesnt trust her emotions.
past experience, assumptions, questions asked to test personality...
all to find the one that stands out.
when she does and she wants to be sure.. she isnt
her mind takes over again telling her if what she feels is true.
her mind tells her are you sure... could you see it differently?...perhaps with someone else?
if her answer is yes... shes failed. her emotions lose.
her mind tells her, perhaps its not the time, not the person.
her mind also tells her that its not it's fault what she feels inside is not what she thinks about.
she just wants one. one thought. one sure feeling. cohesive. to expresss her true feelings
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