Let go but don't Lose

Letting go at first is easier said than done
But then it becomes pretty easy
you get comfortable in that weird hurt yet a tranquil moment
thoughts no longer turn to action but stay as thoughts
you examine yourself more than look to your surrounding

Happiness within yourself
are you happy with who you are?
not just as a person but also with what you do
your interests
the things you think about to yourself
the things you don't talk about cause they are insignificant to anyone else
not depressed not empty but...unsatisfied
is it continuous improvement you search after
or total transformation
why?
for yourself or others
to experience something new or see if you're missing out on anything
will that make you fulfilled?
appear less dull in their eyes

Dont rely on them to make you happy
nor him
let go of it all
don't think too much about 'what ifs' as well
mind torture
don't expect too much either
sometimes it won't go as planned and you'll have to accept it as is
is that reality? or are you going to keep on on this nonstop search for fulfillment

give it a go and get back to me
will you make that 180 you so desire , or you think you do
or a 360 and hope everything will be okay when it comes to it
don't beat yourself up its okay
no one needs to understand
they are your thoughts
who cares about their impression
don't feel guilty to enjoy the silence
you put yourself out there that's more than enough
it's not who you are, so don't force yourself
but also don't limit yourself

let go but don't lose
loosen your ties
trust but feel
you want the best for those you love so don't be a burden
keep that smile till it becomes genuine