What Life does to MANS

what does she feel now?
what is coming?
is it..

Maturity?
Acceptance?
Numbness?
Sadness?

haha lol acronym for mans.. well mans is tired yknow.. she doesnt know what life wants from her
it gives you someone not so great and you become tougher
it gives you someone good but tells you its not time nor the one
it gives you someone great but you can't keep the person nor can you have them as a close friend
but when will the experience finally be enough and you can have the real deal?
how will you ever know what it wants from you?
how can you ever tell?
hearing from God?
what if its another lesson but you just dont know yet
no one can know all
you dont even know if you can call this closure
you just learn to live with it, day by day
learning more about life.