It was her first.

It was her first

Her first love

Her first potential heartbreak

Her first time hearing a confession

Yet somehow she had not felt her first anxiety

Her first paranoia

Her first break of trust

Her first signs over-protectiveness

She thought it would make her fragile

She thought she would crumble

She thought she would yell

Scream

Shout

Plead

But she hasn't

It was all new

She did not understand it yet
She could not process it yet
She knew she might not want to 

All she knew was that she wanted to absorb it all
The guilt he felt

Wipe the tears in his eyes
Perhaps give him a comforting fake smile

She stared at him
Numb

Looking at the clock

Expecting it to tell her it was time

But she was not ready

She desired to turn back its hands

To when they were good

Her comfort zone feelings

Far away from the uncharted waters
Where his words might make their love part