It is different now.

someday she would seem too chill

too relaxed

too easy to get along with

too unbothered

and it would be concerning

because minds are no longer being spoken

words are no longer said

true feelings no longer shared

and you wont know where you really stand

what she is thinking

what she is planning

what she wants

but you would think you are free

so free

you would say

finally

finally she has changed

finally she understands

finally she trusts

but you won't see it for what it really is

you wont realize what has been lost

the new illusion dressed as reality

is so pleasing to the eye

so nice to touch 

so lovely to experience

and it is unwavering

so very constant
it is different now
things are better
much better

feels too good to be true.

because it is.